Friday, November 6, 2009

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Sometimes, love is just like gardening... from a seed till it blooms, you put every single effort you have on it... watering, trimming n etc... you'll solve every problems that come across it, not avoiding it cause avoiding it only make it worse...
Till the day it blooms, you'll feel satisfied with what you have... The flowers, the fruits, those beautiful leafs... But not all things comes as we wanted to... When it dies, you'll think... Of all the efforts you put it in... The times you spend on it... The sweats that you driped onto it... The cuts that you sacrifies... All gone all of a sudden... It's not easy to let go, but life goes on...
Someday some time i'll move on... Btw, i am moving on... It's just that sometimes i still miss you that all... I know that i can't have you anymore... But i'm happpy enough to see you smile from the backstage... If this life of mine i can't be the one taking care of you till you're old, i'll try harder on my next life... May happiness bless on you everyday...

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Haih Selamat Hari Raya

The things that i do when i woke up on the first day of Hari Raya:-
1)Take my dirty cloths for laundry
2)Tidying my clean cloths
3)Vacuuming
4)Moping
5)Get rid of the garbage

Should have plans for these 2 days but something happened so plan's cancel...

I hope that you can get my msg even thou you're far away from here...
"Life goes on... Be strong..."

Sunday, September 13, 2009

13/09/09

It's been some time that i've been stop logging in my blog and i don't even know why i end up here... Maybe it's because i've been receiving "complains" that my blog is not up to date everytime they surf tru... The person who is reading this now you know who i mean la... Mxx Yxx! Hahaha...

Well... It's just another Sunday, wake up went for Bah Kut Teh and damn... can't remember when is the last Bah Kut Teh i had before 12p.m... Went to AEON Bkt Tinggi... Had a scoop of Hagen Daz... Went to Baskin Robin for another... Hehehe... Come back home... Watching her sleeping beside me while blogging... Kinda like this feeling =) Ask her wanna sleep for a while or not she say don't want, end up... Guess she's tired so let her pig for a while la... Emmm... Waiting for dinner to come and that's the worst problem i have EVERYDAY... wHaT tO eAt, wHaT tO eAt, wHaT tO eAt!!! Later have to meeting with her... After dinner go back, watch movie for a while then off engine...

So i think that's all for today... Gotta get ready for tomorrow's "WAR" coming...

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happily Ever After...

Love does not consist of gazing each other,
but in looking in the same direcion...
May you always listen to each other with your heart,
treat each other's feelings like your own
and take time to see the beauty in life in each other...

Monday, May 4, 2009

Cause i had a bad day...

Today i had my second accident during this year... I know it's coming... Luckily it doesn't happen during my trip because i don't want my friends to get involved... And i know it'll gonna happen again and again... I truely hope i'll be dead when the next accident happen...

From the very first second of this year 'YOU' have changed me into another person i don't want to be... 'YOU' have taken away the one i love most, my pride, my courage, my confidence, my strenght, my smile, my soul... And what 'YOU' gave me in return is FEAR and TEARS... 'YOU' made me believe those things that i don't... 'YOU' made me feel cold... ALWAYS... What i am now??? Who am i now??? Who do 'YOU' want me to be??? Why can't you take me the way i am???

Why do 'YOU' have to treat me this way???
How much more of me 'YOU' still want???
Why do 'YOU' have to make me suffer???
What did i do to 'YOU'???
'YOU' told me that this year will be a good year for me but why am i still waiting for that very moment???
Why can't 'YOU' just take my life???
Why did 'YOU' saved me when i'm about to leave the world???
Why am i still struggling to have a good time i used to have???

Why do i have to walk alone with all these SHIT!!!