Don't Cry Joni - Live show Conway Twitty and Joni

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Sometimes, love is just like gardening... from a seed till it blooms, you put every single effort you have on it... watering, trimming n etc... you'll solve every problems that come across it, not avoiding it cause avoiding it only make it worse...

Till the day it blooms, you'll feel satisfied with what you have... The flowers, the fruits, those beautiful leafs... But not all things comes as we wanted to... When it dies, you'll think... Of all the efforts you put it in... The times you spend on it... The sweats that you driped onto it... The cuts that you sacrifies... All gone all of a sudden... It's not easy to let go, but life goes on...

Someday some time i'll move on... Btw, i am moving on... It's just that sometimes i still miss you that all... I know that i can't have you anymore... But i'm happpy enough to see you smile from the backstage... If this life of mine i can't be the one taking care of you till you're old, i'll try harder on my next life... May happiness bless on you everyday...

MLTR-I'm Gonna Be Around

Haih Selamat Hari Raya

The things that i do when i woke up on the first day of Hari Raya:-
1)Take my dirty cloths for laundry
2)Tidying my clean cloths
3)Vacuuming
4)Moping
5)Get rid of the garbage

Should have plans for these 2 days but something happened so plan's cancel...

I hope that you can get my msg even thou you're far away from here...
"Life goes on... Be strong..."

13/09/09

It's been some time that i've been stop logging in my blog and i don't even know why i end up here... Maybe it's because i've been receiving "complains" that my blog is not up to date everytime they surf tru... The person who is reading this now you know who i mean la... Mxx Yxx! Hahaha...

Well... It's just another Sunday, wake up went for Bah Kut Teh and damn... can't remember when is the last Bah Kut Teh i had before 12p.m... Went to AEON Bkt Tinggi... Had a scoop of Hagen Daz... Went to Baskin Robin for another... Hehehe... Come back home... Watching her sleeping beside me while blogging... Kinda like this feeling =) Ask her wanna sleep for a while or not she say don't want, end up... Guess she's tired so let her pig for a while la... Emmm... Waiting for dinner to come and that's the worst problem i have EVERYDAY... wHaT tO eAt, wHaT tO eAt, wHaT tO eAt!!! Later have to meeting with her... After dinner go back, watch movie for a while then off engine...

So i think that's all for today... Gotta get ready for tomorrow's "WAR" coming...

Happily Ever After...

Love does not consist of gazing each other,

but in looking in the same direcion...

May you always listen to each other with your heart,

treat each other's feelings like your own

and take time to see the beauty in life in each other...

Cause i had a bad day...

Today i had my second accident during this year... I know it's coming... Luckily it doesn't happen during my trip because i don't want my friends to get involved... And i know it'll gonna happen again and again... I truely hope i'll be dead when the next accident happen...

From the very first second of this year 'YOU' have changed me into another person i don't want to be... 'YOU' have taken away the one i love most, my pride, my courage, my confidence, my strenght, my smile, my soul... And what 'YOU' gave me in return is FEAR and TEARS... 'YOU' made me believe those things that i don't... 'YOU' made me feel cold... ALWAYS... What i am now??? Who am i now??? Who do 'YOU' want me to be??? Why can't you take me the way i am???

Why do 'YOU' have to treat me this way???
How much more of me 'YOU' still want???
Why do 'YOU' have to make me suffer???
What did i do to 'YOU'???
'YOU' told me that this year will be a good year for me but why am i still waiting for that very moment???
Why can't 'YOU' just take my life???
Why did 'YOU' saved me when i'm about to leave the world???
Why am i still struggling to have a good time i used to have???

Why do i have to walk alone with all these SHIT!!!

One of a Kind...

Wake up in the morning... Went to the kitchen and found out... OMG!!! A pot of OILY,SPICY,HOT steamboat with meatballs, seafood toufu, lun cheon meat, white carrots and etc. all MINE for BREAKFAST!!! While eating, my head sweats like hell... Keep bursting out... And the weather is so hot... Fuh! My lips started to get numb and hardly feels it... Stomach started to BURN!!! And finally... 100 PLUS to chill me down... The best breakfast i've ever had... Guess my ass will be on fire later...

While I Grow Up...

Sitting here all alone in my bedroom... Just my pc, beer and cigarettes is all i have... No plans, no outings, nothing... I really hope these days will be gone soon... It's not what i planed... It's not what i want... These few days i realized that i don't have much friends that can accompany me anymore... They're busy with their life, busy with their family, busy with their partner, busy with their studies... Never felt like this before...

This afternoon while having lunch, met someone whom people called her a fortune teller... Said that what ever i do this year will be not as good as what i think... Guess she's right... A lot of things that i didn't want to happened keeps poppin' out since the first day of this year... If it's true, i hope this year will end as fast as possible but i'm trying to be strong to over come what ever negative stuff that is coming towards me... Maybe i'm just pretending to be... Maybe i'm still weak... I hope that i'll be stroger...

But at least i did something... Trying to learn new stuff, found new friends, keep in touch with my friends that i've abandoned for years... Think back of those mistakes that i've done and try to correct it... Think of those negative stuff that happened on me and the reasons but... Sigh! I guess i'm not a positive thinker that I think I am now...

a Road to Success is Always Under Construction...

Life... What's life...
The first day you come into the world... The first thing we all did is cry...
Then we learn to walk... Then we learn to talk...
Go for studies... Meet different people... That's when the time you choose who you wanted to be... After studies, work and work and work...
Every single one of us survive just to get 1 thing... Money!!!
Money for yourself to spend... Money for your family... Money for a better life...
That's it??? We all do this until we die???

Jackasses rob people for money... End up hurting innocent people...
Jackasses sell drugs for money... End up killing people...
Jackasses cheat people for money... End up making people poorer...

What if you have all the money in the world?
What would you do?
And what about those who are poor?

Sometimes we don't have to spend much just to make ourself happy...
Try to make your life challenging in the right way...

Money is about life but Life isn't about money...

看清 - 輕鬆玩樂團

Those who know do not say, those who say do not know...

It's easy to find someone to love you because it comes easily... But it's hard to find someone you love because you don't wanna end up hurting innocent ppl...
Loving someone is not wrong but you just have to love it right...
Love makes the time pass... Time makes love pass...
For the heartbreakers, even if you break up with your partner, you don't have to be sad or feel totally lost... Think about it...

The very first time you met him/her... You wouldn't know that you have the day that you would fell for him/her... The first place he/she date you, even if the place is just a playground or a mamak stall, that's where you start your path with him/her... The place where you dine together, the songs he/she wants you to sing... The gifts you present him/her, even it's just a key chain... The steps that both of you walked before, and even the roads that he/her drove you before... For some of you, all these might be very little common things but without all these you wouldn't have so much feelings for him/her right...

The first time you met his/her family, wether they like you or not, you did your very best to make them like you... You'll find topics to chat with them, you'll want to wash the dish after the dinner but of course, they won't let you... You'll do mostly anything just to make them feel comfortable with you...

When you're in love, it's normal when u do crazy stuff that you never think of doing it before because it proves you that you're really in love with him/her... Even if those stuff is not right, you really hope that he/she knows the reason why you're doing it... Don't you feel happy when you think of all these moments? Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened...

Don't hate the player, hate the game and that's how the game is played... For those who suisided and those who think of suiside, i understand how you all feel because i have a buddy of mine did the same thing as you all did, suiside... but guess what... i'm the guy that saves him from hell... Think about it, how much your mother suffers when you're in her stomach for 9 months... How much your parents sacrifice just to let you eat and sleep well... How hard your parents work for just to give you a good education... You're willing to leave them just like that???

When you have problems you wouldn't talk about it with your parents because you'll think it's arkward doing that or they don't understand you... That's why for some of people, friends are important to them because they are the one you only can turn to... But don't you know your parents are the one who understand you the most? Don't you know they're the one who really support you without any harm? Try to talk to them as much as you can because they leave us one day and we don't even know when... Spend more time with them, make them happy as much as you can... When you're far, call them often... Just to know that they're safe and healthy... They really need you more than anything in their life...

Sometimes, i really hope that i can turn back time... Just to make things right... But if time machine really exist, i guess there's no one around you now...

L is for life, whenever you love, you live.
O is for over, you will never be over if you are in love.
V is for vengeance, you will never have to take vengeance upon each other.
E is for ever... when you are in love you will stay together for ever.

These are the letters that mean true love... take them, cherish them, and use them upon each other.

Never start frowning because you never know who's falling in love with your smile... =)

Hanson - I Will Come To You

listening to this song reminds me about lots of lots of stuff... really love it...

KISS - BECAUSE I'M A GIRL