Today i had my second accident during this year... I know it's coming... Luckily it doesn't happen during my trip because i don't want my friends to get involved... And i know it'll gonna happen again and again... I truely hope i'll be dead when the next accident happen...
From the very first second of this year 'YOU' have changed me into another person i don't want to be... 'YOU' have taken away the one i love most, my pride, my courage, my confidence, my strenght, my smile, my soul... And what 'YOU' gave me in return is FEAR and TEARS... 'YOU' made me believe those things that i don't... 'YOU' made me feel cold... ALWAYS... What i am now??? Who am i now??? Who do 'YOU' want me to be??? Why can't you take me the way i am???
Why do 'YOU' have to treat me this way???
How much more of me 'YOU' still want???
Why do 'YOU' have to make me suffer???
What did i do to 'YOU'???
'YOU' told me that this year will be a good year for me but why am i still waiting for that very moment???
Why can't 'YOU' just take my life???
Why did 'YOU' saved me when i'm about to leave the world???
Why am i still struggling to have a good time i used to have???
Why do i have to walk alone with all these SHIT!!!
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